Nothing like a cheap motel to remind me of all the great things I'm giving up

Today went okay. We arrived in Cleveland quicker than we thought (who knew manic people drove so fast?) and so went to scotts new place to move his things in. It's disgustingly filthy but HUGE. I don't feel sorry for him at all! Pardon my language, but that bitch got a 3 bedroom apartment that's bigger than the main floor of my house. AND it's partially furnished. So, whatever dude--you're not hurting any.

We later went over to see my son and was so glad I did because I miss him so much. He had made us dinner (chicken parm) and we scarfed that down then decided to head to Applebees for dessert. I thought I was ordering this huge caramel apple yummy thingy and ended up accidentally ordering a little dessert in a shot glass for $1.99. *sigh* Yeah, cheaper but NOT good in the way of comfort food.

I decided to go shell out the little bit of cash for a cheap motel room so that I could crash in peace and use the wi-fi. My exhusband doesn't have internet right now and also had some friends over for drinking tonight and that's not exactly where I want to be. So here I sit. In a filthy room in motel 6 and Scott is getting on my nerves in the worst way. I would love to kick him out in the snow, but will just pray that he goes to sleep quickly instead. Tomorrow is court (1:30) and then I will take him back to his place and then take off. Not sure if I'm heading home or what I will be doing, but I know I'm not staying there. It is N-A-S-T-Y. I took a picture of the bathtub but am too skeeved out to put it on here. Lets just say EWWWWWW. I just sent Scott up to the store to buy a travel-sized shampoo, conditioner & body wash with explicit instructions to not spend much money because this is the last cash I have. What does he do? He comes back with ONE DOLLAR in change for me and full-sized bottles of everything saying, "Kmart doesn't sell travel sized things...I'll just keep these if you don't want them." Um, NO. Bull crap they don't sell them and how freakin' convenient that you'll keep them. I don't think so. I'm done supporting you.


DJ's Mama said…
I'm sorry that he is being like that right now.
I'm glad that you got to see D and had fun with him. I will be praying for you today and I hope that it goes great. Please be safe the roads are to be getting bad soon.
Love sweet girl! Praying for you!