Haven't been blogging much & I know it. It's been months really, since I blogged anything of much substance on a regualar basis. Honestly that's because everything I have to say, I know I really shouldn't be saying. Or it would be hard for most people to hear. Or it's inappropriate. I know, "aren't you the one that just wrote about needing laid and you're worried about being inappropriate?" Yeah, yeah. Blah blah blah. Yes I am. It's inappropriate in entirely different ways. Emotional ways. Spiritual ways. And I just don't know who would be able to handle me putting some of this stuff out there. All I can say is please pray for me. Maybe I'll be able to share someday.