Crouching tiger, hidden agenda....

Okay, I had an issue today.

We ALLLLLL know the issues I have 

with Courtney's boyfriend [read: bastard] Josh.

Those close to me

unfortunately saw the facebook debacle

that happened the other night

that centered around him.

It was very, very ugly.

Anyways,

now I know that normally,

I'm a lover, not a fighter.

HOWEVER.

Get me angry & make me feel

like I have to defend myself or my children,

and I'm like pitt-bull.

So, tell me....

why...

I mean, who...

*sigh*

Who in their right mind

would want to poke a stick at 

someone in that state of mind?

After watching what happened between

Courtney & I,

and seeing the things I had to say about him,

can you BELIEVE he sent me several

text messages today?

Really?

A little background.

Last month his mom was diagnosed

with cancer.

Today he pulls out a total

attempted-manipulation move

(that I wonder if Courtney was behind)

and texted me saying,

"I know it's a little early for you to forgive me,

but this cancer thing has me freaked out.

Do you think you can talk to me,

because you're the only Christian I know."

Now, normally, something like this would have me on my

knees at the altar, praying for forgiveness & asking

for words to say to him.

Today?

I could just pray for forgiveness,

and then tell him,

"Courtney's a Christian.  Talk to her about whatever you need."

I think that was pretty gracious given my state of mind.

I then told Courtney she'd better get 

her boyfriend on a leash.

And that he has no reason to contact me ever,

 unless it's urgent and 911 is involved.

I'm so irritated with this kid. ugh.

lurve you, xoxo v.