Crouching tiger, hidden agenda....
Okay, I had an issue today.
We ALLLLLL know the issues I have
with Courtney's boyfriend [read: bastard] Josh.
Those close to me
unfortunately saw the facebook debacle
that happened the other night
that centered around him.
It was very, very ugly.
now I know that normally,
I'm a lover, not a fighter.
Get me angry & make me feel
like I have to defend myself or my children,
and I'm like pitt-bull.
So, tell me....
I mean, who...
Who in their right mind
would want to poke a stick at
someone in that state of mind?
After watching what happened between
Courtney & I,
and seeing the things I had to say about him,
can you BELIEVE he sent me several
text messages today?
A little background.
Last month his mom was diagnosed
Today he pulls out a total
(that I wonder if Courtney was behind)
and texted me saying,
"I know it's a little early for you to forgive me,
but this cancer thing has me freaked out.
Do you think you can talk to me,
because you're the only Christian I know."
Now, normally, something like this would have me on my
knees at the altar, praying for forgiveness & asking
for words to say to him.
I could just pray for forgiveness,
and then tell him,
"Courtney's a Christian. Talk to her about whatever you need."
I think that was pretty gracious given my state of mind.
I then told Courtney she'd better get
her boyfriend on a leash.
And that he has no reason to contact me ever,
unless it's urgent and 911 is involved.
I'm so irritated with this kid. ugh.lurve you, xoxo v.