Day 18

A picture of your biggest insecurity.

That's it.  There it is.

She doesn't get to come out and play very often,

so she'd better enjoy it.

I like to keep rejection locked up in the closet

as much as possible.

But here it is.

My biggest insecurity and stumbling block in life.

Every word I hear, action, non-action, relationship, gift, text message, etc

gets filtered through the filter of rejection.

Because of the past that I have survived,

shame and unworthiness is a major part of my makeup.

My go-to reaction in any situation is to feel
rejected in some form because of that unworthiness.

Deep down, I still carry that shame and unworthiness with me and it

has laid down deep roots.

Roots that I am diligently trying to chop up and destroy,

because I'm tired of feeling like this.

It still is what it is at this point though,

lurve you, xoxo v.