I miss the gaze and the nook….

See that gaze?  The one where NO ONE else is in the room besides Michelle?

I had that.

I lost that. And it kills me.

Once you’ve been the subject of a gaze like that, your life will never be the same.

Now maybe I need to place a singles ad for good men with stable jobs, no std’s, who won’t cheat on me….. who will GAZE at me like this.  that’s what it boils down to.  How is the gaze?