Four leaf clover

This is my last night of work before a whole two days off.

It's going good.

But I'm tired.

More than anything my kids have been stressing me out lately.

I mean SUPER, MAJOR stressing out.

For example,

I tried to get groceries (because my fridge is EMPTY)

and couldn't.  Know why?

Turns out my lovely daughter has spent $310 at the GROCERY STORE

in the past week on NOTHING in particular.

Just a lot of nothing.

And then on top of work and everything,

her new boyfriend arrives on a bus from the Air Force Base.

Yeah, good times.

He is actually a very nice young man,

but I made sure his happy butt was good

& parked in a motel before heading to work.

(I know, I know.  Please don't say it.  You'll only add to my mountain of stress.)

He left to go back today.

THANK GOD.

Now I can go to work in peace.

And start to believe that things are going to start calming down.

I feel like I've been living constantly on that constant adrenaline that

I was so used to a few years ago

and I DON'T like it.

Between personal trauma, swine flu, finances, work,K-I-D-S, etc,

I feel like my head is about to explode.

Something HAS to give soon.

It has to.

God won't give me more than I can handle,

so something HAS to give soon.

So I trust that it will.

I'm holding onto my four leaf clover

and smiling because I know that tomorrow will be better

and then better and better and better.

**UPDATE**

Madelaine just texted me at work

to tell me that she has started throwing up again.

*blank stare*