As it should be

Just talked to my girls and now I'm crying like a baby and can't seem to turn it off.  Courtney took the girls to a carnival tonight and Darren was there.  They all said he was in a good mood and spent lots of time with the girls, holding their hands and watched the fireworks with them.  Courtney said he tried to call me but there was no service where they were and he said to tell me that he loves me and hopes he sees me soon.  I asked her if she was just saying that to be nice and she promised she wasn't.

I wonder if he knows how happy it makes my heart to have things as they should be.  I wonder if he knows how my heart cries tears of happiness to have him happy and a part of our family, loving and accepting love.  I wish I could put my arms around him and hug his neck and kiss his cheek.  Even if it doesn't last, tonight my heart is blessed and I am happy.  My cup runneth over.

lurve you, xoxo v.