The biggest loser

Do you watch it?
Who are you rooting for?
I'm rooting for the blue team...
more specifically I'm rooting for Sione
because he's cute
(and because he looks SO MUCH like
my ex-boyfriend Jesus...
who taught me that I am beautiful.)


I've been thinking a little about this whole weight thing
and I know that part of the reason that I keep the
weight on is because
I use it as a tool.
A tool that keeps men
who might want to use me
away from me.

Maybe I could just learn how to make wiser decisions?