Contemplation

I hate to write a post like this, God knows I do, but I need to. Nobody spend any money on anything for the wedding or make too many plans. There have been one too many temper tantrums thrown in the last week or so and it has me thinking and slowing down. I'm not willing to settle and so there is some heavy thinking to do. No I don't want to talk about it right now, thank you anyways, so please don't be offended when I don't answer my phone. Why is the universe so hell-bent on making a fool of me?